amanda 11th July 2008

HEY SISI .WEL ITS FRIDAY AND GUES WHAT IM SAT HERE DOING NOTHING .AL THEM FRIDAYS WE WENT OUT LOL WE HAD SOME G8 NITES AND U WITH YA BOOBIES POPING OUT LOL IN THE CROWN LMAO .U USED 2 MAKE ME LAUGH .I WAS SISI YA BOOBS LMAO UD JUST PUT EM BK IN AND CARY ON .GOD I MISS U SO MUCH .I KEEP LISTENING TO THE SONG BETTER IN TIME BUT TIMES DRAGING HERE AND THE PAIN OF MISSING U ISNT GETING BETTER YET .I HAD A LOT OF OFFERS 2 TAKE ME OUT BUT IM NOT REALY INTRESTED U NO ME .SO SUPPOSE ITS MY OWN FAULT IM SAT HERE AL ALONE LOL .MIND U U NO ME I ALWAYS LIKE THE MEN I SHOULDNT AND U GOT IT SISI THERS 1 I RATHER LIKE BUT WELL I NEVER REALY GET WHAT I WANT LOL AS U NO . I GOT YA MOY NUMBER JUST WANNA TXT U SO U WILL RING ME . BUT I NOW THER WOULD B NO REPLY AND THATS WHAT MAKES ME CRY I CRY SISI SO MUCH BUT U NO IM A SOFTY ARNT I U LISTEN 2 ME SO MANY TIMES CRYING .WERE R U NOW I NEED U .AND U NO THE JOHN WEL HES HISTORY SISI U WAS RITE THAT NITE ABOUT HIM LOL BUT U WAS OVER A FEW LOL .SO IM GONA TAKE MY TIME AND NOT FALL 4 ANY 1 ANYMORE THEN THERS NO HURT ,BLEADING LOVE HEY YOUR FAV SONG SAYS IT ALL CLOSED UP FROM LOVE DIDNT NEED THE PAIN LOL THERE U GO IM SINGING TO U NOW .WHEN I MOVE IN 2 WEEKS IN WITH CHERIE IM HAVING U BK WITH ME TILL WE LAY U 2 REST WITH BABY JULIAN SISI .ARE U GIVING HIM CUDDLES FROM HIS MUM U R THE NXT PERSON FROM ME WHO COULD LOVE HIM LIKE I DO .TELL HIM HAPPY B DAY 4 THE 28TH OF JULY AND I WIL LITE MY CANDLE 4 HIM AND CRY AS PER USUALY LOL (IM SUCH A CRY BABY SOMETIMES LOL )U REMEMBER ME SITING IN YOUR ROOM CRYIN SO MUCH LOL ,ANY WAY SISI I HAVE TO WRITE 2 THE CORANERS COURT SOON THEY WANT 2 NO WHAT WE CHATED ABOUT THAT NITE OF 28TH FEB BUT I CAN NOT WRITE IT DOWN IT HURTS 2 MUCH ,C HERE I GO I GOING ON AGAIN LOL ,I WATCH THE VIDEO OF U ALOT AT 1 OF YA FAMOUS PARTIES ITS COOL THE BIT ABOUT THEM IN ROOM BN A LOAD OF STIF LMAO U HAD A WAY WITH WORDS STRAIT TO THE POINT AS ALWAYS .WEL U A GRANDMA NOW IV NOT SEEN HER YET BUT WHEN I GO LINCOLN 2 LIVE YES IM GOING BK SISI U ASKED ME SO MANY TIMES DIDNT U .BUT I JUST DONT NOW IF WESTWICK WITH OUT U WILL B MORE THAN I CAN BEAR .U ON A FRIDAY BOUNCING BETWEEN YOURS MUMS AND MINE LOL AL OF US 3 GENARATIONS AL GOING CLUBING 2 GETEHR AY WHAT WAS WE LIKE WE .THE OLD CROWN WIL NEVER B SAME AGAIN LOL .I WENT IN WEEK AFTER U DIED WAS AWFULL BUT U NO ME PLENTY OF MALIBUS I WAS SOON LIFE AND SOUL LOL ANY WAY MY SWEET LOVELY HUNIE I BETTER WRITE OF I SUPPOSE .JUST HAD 2 GIVE U MY THUAGHTS 4 2 DAY LOL BORING AS MAYB .LOVE AND KISSES SWEETHEART AND HOPE U GOT A GD BRA ON UP THERE DNT U B SCARING AL THEM MEN WITH THEM BOOBIES LOL XXXXXXXXXXXX